hottiest from tv land

i've always known to be a tv buff.. over the years i've dream of being buffy summers, brenda walsh, felicity, cj parker and yes, my all-time favorite kelly taylor... so it's no surprise that i adore their on-screen partners just as well...

in honor of the hottest male magnets on tv town, i present to you my list of top hotties... ;)

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6. Jesse from Gilmore Girls


















his love-hate relationship and witty banters with rory were the reasons I got hooked on the series... as the rebel jesse, peter facinelli worked his charms not only on rory but also on viewers...

5. Pacey Witter of Dawson's Creek


















dawson leery has nothing on pacey... he was oozing with cheesy quotes that only him can carry... he was the loyal, protective friend and the romantic lover to andy and joey... he provided a lot of comic relief for the otherwise drama-laden series and for that, he's included in my list...

4. Brandon Walsh of Beverly Hills 90210


















he is the other half of my favorite "side-burn hotties" of the 90's... although he was more of the goody-goody as opposed to dylan, i find him cute and adorable when he lets out his speeches to the gang... his team-up with kelly during dylan's absence was a cute one to watch too...

3. Ben Covington of Felicity


















he was the guy felicity threw away her future for and followed in NYC and instead of reciprocating her adulation, he fell for her best friend, julie... well, in the beginning at least... felicity's hard work and sheer determination later paid off and they became one of the sweetest couple in teen tv history...

2. Spike of Buffy the Vampire Slayer














cullen who? even as buffy's nemesis, spike was and will always be the hottest and coolest vampire on my book... his unexpected love angle with buffy made him even hotter...

1. Dylan McKay of Beverly Hills 90210


















the hotter "side-burn" hottie... throughout the whole series, he was juggling from brenda to kelly but decided to stick it out with kelly as he realized that they are "soulmates"... he started the whole "side-burn" craze in teen pop culture and redefined the rebel character... he has the coolest and most seductive voice out of all the cast, letting out the cheesiest quotes of the series....

a run-in with a run-on train of thoughts

i've always written from the heart... no matter how cheesy or self-righteous they were at times, they have always come from the heart... i would type and type some gibberish words and found that there are some things that no matter how hard i try to explain, just don't have the perfect interpretation in writing... like write now, i don't even know how to progress with this entry much more end it... there are just too may things running in my mind that i find it hard constructing my thoughts into writing... it's not writer's block nor a case of information overload i think... it's just that there are so many good things i can write about at the moment but then let them pass because i'm too lazy to update my site and later find out that the ignored ideas kept recurring and recurring in my head which leads to a run-on train of thoughts or in this case, a run-on sentence that needs to be finished with a commanding period.

my prized find

you're the hot cup of choco i'd like to sip to calm my nerves

the most expensive course on the menu best last served

some soft cookies hidden in a jar on the topmost cabinet

and a prized purchase i've always wanted to get


you would be the ending to a really good night


the last piece of pizza and having the last bite


a deja vu of a good forgotten thing


and at he fascination with the sudden remembering


and just when i thought YOU couldn't get any better


you've become the man i will hold in my heart forever...

glitch in my love affair with writing

it's not a secret that writing has been my passion since my grade school days... my sis meg, madonna and probably some of my former schoolmates can attest to how i love to scribble random things out of the blue... my lull moments are mostly dedicated to conjuring weird and outlandish thoughts and turning them a plot of some sort... it amazes me how a fairly innocent subconscious routine has turned into a regular favorite habit... i find myself lost in my own trance of thoughts while sitting inside a bus, staring into a computer, lying in bed or just simply walking by... the list of possible venues to hold my brainstorming sessions seems endless...

despite my blossoming love affair with words, there is glitch in the relationship... i can't seem to finish most of my pieces... i think i've only finished two stories, diwata (a beautiful ghost wandering the earth in search for her missing lover) and no ordinary love (yes it's cheesy simply because i wrote it back when i was just 10 years old) out of a gazillion plots i've constructed... i always start with a strong plot, write a few good chapters and then, viola! abrupt stop. it's weird that i have so much great ideas in my head and i have visualized how each stories will progress but can't seem to put them into writing... laziness, probably? lack of motivation? lack of time? it's annoying the hell out of me and there aren't a lot of things that annoy the hell out of me (as i consider myself incredibly patient and unreasonably tolerant)..

my point? i SHOULD start to finish the stories that i've started... i think this glitch has become a comfortable routine on my part... my fear is i might incorporate this glitch in some aspects of my life which i don't want to happen... i don't want to be tagged as "ms. as good as her few early chapters"... i want to rekindle the feeling of finishing a good story and sharing it with people... i MUST finish what i'm writing...

a composition i wrote on the bus on my way to work... this has to be my most genuine composition up to date... :)

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tonight my heart beat the way it did the first time we met
myself gave in to you in ways i've never let
and every smile i gave is a smile i don't regret
coz i have fallen in love with the same man all over again

tonight my soul danced to a familiar hymn
my mind wandered to a familiar dream
and these things happened all of a sudden it seems
i have fallen in love with the same man all over again

they say the chances of loving someone twice is next to impossible
and loving with greater passion is nothing short of a miracle
but how come i am standing here now, this feeling getting stronger?
and why are these arms aching to hold you longer?

tonight i am humming the same old melody
in your arms i am dacing to the same old harmony
and somehow i feel a renewed chemistry
coz i'm falling in with the same man all over again

dulay, 2009 :)